Hi

Hi,

My name is Josh and this is my blog. I've been wanting to create this for a while, but just haven't gotten around to doing it. Basically, I have a lot of random, jumbled thoughts perpetually floating through my mind, and I think recording them here will do me some good. Or not. Still, maybe it will give me some clarity.

I don't really have any intent on sharing this blog with anyone. Sure, if somebody sees it, that's fine. I have nothing to hide. But this isn't a space that'll I'll be looking to grow. Just look at it as an online-journal. Interestingly enough, I'm typing this as if my audience consists of somebody aside from myself. Which, as of now, it doesn't.

So, here it is. My name is Josh and I'm just trying to figure out what the fuck I'm actually doing here.

Is anything even real?

My mind is constantly flooded with thoughts of self-consciousness, self-doubt, inquisitiveness, surprise, depression, motivation, inspiration and humor. I'm not quite sure what to make of any of it.